Amy's Life

Why do I do :P

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 17:41:45 GMT

It was the fiftieth time I told you goodbye
And I swore it was the last time
But then the phone rang twice
I was running right back so fast
And now I'm here at your door Askin' for more
Like a favorite pastime
So good for a second or two
But it never seems to last
Didn't I say just yesterday

I just wanna let go It's out of control
A no win situation
Why do I do what I do I can't help myself
You say everything's changed But it's still the same
Just a lot of aggravation Can't quit I take a hit
Now I don't feel so well Didn't I say just yesterday

Never again again
I keep saying that it's over
But I'm still here
Could have sworn I said
Never again again
I keep falling into you
You won't disappear
I keep tellin' myself
Never again again

With each other
Just another day in paradise
Yeah right...

Never again again
I keep falling into you
You won't disappear
I keep tellin' myself
Never again again

Wait for me....

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 19:21:17 GMT

Darling did you know that I, I dream about you,
Waiting for the look in your eyes when we meet for the first time
And Darling did you know that I, I pray about you,
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me

Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing you will be forever.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
And Darling when I say, "till death do us part",
I'll mean it with all of my heart, now and always faithful to you

Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you

Now I know you may have made mistakes,
But there's forgiveness and a second chance.
So wait for me, Darling wait for me, wait for me, wait for me

Wait for me

I recommend everyone read this....its definitely true

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 11:50:46 GMT

guy and a girl both best friend chatting online

girl- hey
guy- hey
girl-whats up
guy-nothing, i have some really bad news
girl- what is it?
guy- im moving
girl-you cant move
guy- i am my parents are making me. were moving out of state
girl-you cant go. i'll miss you to much
guy- i know i'll miss you too
girl-i love you
guy-i know, i love you to
guy-i g2g now
guy-later

the girl was sad. not only because he was moving but because he didnt love her the way that she loved him. she had been in love with him since the day they met.

they meet for pizza the day before he leaves. they talk and the girl is worried that she wont ever see him again or that he wont remember her. but the guy promised that he would never forget her and that he would come and visit. they were about to leave when the girl said i love you again. the guy said i know i love you too. we'll be friends forever. although the girl was glad they were friends she was torn up inside that he didnt love her the way she loved him.

he moved the next day. when he got to his new place he got online

girl-hey
girl- i want to tell you something
guy-can it wait i dont feel like talking now

it went on like that for a few weeks. then he stoped talking to her completely. she never got to tell him what she wanted.

the guy came back to visit a year later. the girl ran up and gave him a hug

girl- i missed you so much
guy-do i know you
girl- funny, im your best friend
guy- i dont think i know you. please get away from me now

this destroyed her. she decided to leave. just then a car came around the corner. it was about to hit the guy. the girl ran and jumped in front of the car pushing the guy out of the way. the girl was dead. the guy was invited to her funeral not knowing why he was there since he thought he didnt know her. just then her dad read the last entry out of her diary.

it read: my best friend has moved away. he has stopped talking to me online. i am very sad. i fell in love with him the day we met. but he did not love me the way that i did. i tryed to tell him how i really felt but he didnt want to talk to me. he finally quit talking to me all together. i havent heard from him in months. i miss him dearly. i never got to tell him that i really do love him and that i would do anything for him. even die for him.

just then the guy remembered who she was. he felt horrible. he had forgoten her. he broke his promise

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE AND YOU WOULD DIE FOR THEM EVEN IF THEY DIDNT KNOW WHO YOU WERE OF FORGOT ABOUT YOU THEN REPOST THIS...IF YOU WOULD NEVER FORGET SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEN REPOST THIS

REPOST THIS AND THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU WILL TELL YOU THAT THEY LOVE YOU AND THAT THEY WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 14:56:10 GMT

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

18 soon!

Wed, 11 May 2005 22:19:24 GMT

It is almost here...I can't wait for it!!!!

When I think about how lucky I am, it takes my breath away...

How cliche is that...

The word of God for the people of God, thanks be to God!

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:39:55 GMT

"No test of a man's character is more conclusive than how he spends his time and money."

"We discover our role in life through our relationships with others."

"With resolve that you are going to make a relationship work, you can develop peace treaties of love and tolerance and harmony to transform a difficult situation into something beautiful."

"Line by line, moment by moment, special times are etched into our memories in the permanent ink of everlasting love in our relationships."

As you consider God's purpose for your own life, you must also consider how your plans will effect the most important people that God has entrusted to your care: your loved ones. Our families and friends are precious gifts from our Father in heaven. If we are to be worthy disciples of the One from Galilee, we must care for our loved ones and make time for them, even when the demands of the day are great. In a world filled with countless obligations and frequent frustrations, we may be tempted to take our families and friends for granted. But God intends otherwise. God intends that we honor Him by honoring our loved ones-by giving them our support, our time, and our cooperation. No relationships are perfect, and neither are yours. Yet, imperfect though they may be, your family and friends are God's blessing to you. Give thanks for that blessing...and act accordingly.

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 21:59:35 GMT

You learn so many things through pain...

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 00:11:19 GMT

Each night I sit alone
I dial you on the phone
But you're not there
Oh, are you there?
Can't keep my heart from breakin'
Can't keep my mind from thinkin'
You're not here
I need you here

Just because you feel alone
It doesn't mean we're letting go
I will be with you 'til the very end

Don't close your eyes
Don't say goodbye
Don't let the tears fall from your eyes
I can't help but think about you night and day
When you stumble,
When you fall
I'll help you make it through it all
When I think of you
I fall in love again

Can't teach my heart to listen
Oh, it just keeps on missin'
How it was
Memories of
You right there by my side, oh
Never dreamed of letting go
And now you're gone
It feels so wrong

Just because you feel alone
It doesn't mean we're letting go
I will be with you 'til the very end...

I believe in faith above
In givin' everlasting love
And I believe there is a chance for us....

Don't close your eyes
Don't say goodbye
Don't let the tears fall from your eyes
I can't help but think about you night and day
When you stumble,
When you fall
I'll help you make it through it all
When I think of you
I fall in love again

I was hoping for a margarita, but this works....

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 01:16:23 GMT

Cocktail

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Mon, 04 Apr 2005 20:20:41 GMT

(Meg)
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That ancient history,
Been there done that

(Muses)
Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

(Meg)
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out

(Muses)
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

(Meg)
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

(Muses)
Give up, but give in
Check the grin you're in love

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 02:28:09 GMT

I am one of the luckiest girls in the world...

God is good all the time...and all the time God is good!

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 23:14:17 GMT

Why did it take me so long to realize how easy it is to stop worrying and realize it feels so much better not to?

It feels so good to be here...

Never going to travel back to "the Land of What If" ever again...

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 13:42:28 GMT

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

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Fri, 25 Mar 2005 23:37:08 GMT

I have discovered two of my passions...

the beach and music...

Love it...

I learned how to actually body board today. It is so fun. I wish I could go to the beach everyday. Forget school (lol) who needs that? I love spring break, but I am ready to get back to school and work. I have training next weekend (fun fun :P). April is going to be a fun month.

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 04:26:48 GMT

Have you ever had the feeling that, even though you are surrounded by people, you still feel lonely?

Very odd feeling...

Draw me close to you
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear you say that I'm your friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
Cause nothing else can take your place
To feel the warmth of your embrace
Help me find the way
Bring me back to you

You're all I want
You're all I've ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know you are near

Status....

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 14:11:54 GMT

On to the second day of break...

Have pink eye...

Had to throw away all my make up...

Have to go buy more...

Going to the doctor in two hours...

Got a new swim suit yesterday :P...

Going to the beach and sea world this week...

With the greatest, sweetest, most indescribable guy ever...

I love this crazy tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful beautiful life.

This is a story...

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 14:45:21 GMT

There once was a child whose birthday was coming up, and he happen to know where his parents had hidden his presents. He knew what he had told his parents that he had wanted, and he wanted to see if he had gotten them. One day he snuck into their room and found the presents. And what presents they were, more wonderful than he had even asked for. He took them and played with them for a while, then put them back so his parents wouldn't know he had saw them.
The day of his birthday came, and his parents, with grins on their faces, gave the presents to them. The child, as he opened the presents, realized why waiting to open the presents at the right time was better. All the excitement of finding something special with a person that cared about him was taken away because he looked too soon. He wished he could turn back time, but he knew it was too late.

Don't let it be too late for you...

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 22:54:49 GMT

Today is one of those days where I wish I was living someone else's life...

Or that I could fast forward time...

Or rewind it...

Or freeze it in a moment where everything seems perfect...

Exams are almost over :)

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 02:38:18 GMT

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop

I want you to know You belong in my life
I love the hope I see in your eyes
For you I would fly At least I would try
For you I'll take The last flight out

I'm afraid that You will leave
As my secrets Have been revealed
In my dreams You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop

I want you to know You belong in my life
I love the hope I see in your eyes
For you I would fly At least I would try
For you I'll take The last flight out

I cannot hold back
The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more

I want you to know You belong in my life
I love the hope I see in your eyes
For you I would fly At least I would try
For you I'll take The last flight out

Falling...

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 13:05:22 GMT

Today is prom...I am so excited. God has blessed me this senior year.

"How will I know if he is the one?' Christy asked. 'Its a choice, you know,' Grandma said. 'You get to know someone and then you ask yourself, 'would I like to spend the rest of my life with this person?' If the answer is yes, then you wait until you have a big argument. Or until something goes wrong, or he does something you don't like. And when things are at their lowest, you ask yourself again, 'would I like to spend the rest of my life with this person?' If the answer is still yes, then you know you're in love...the real answer, Christina dear, is that when it's right, you'll know."

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 01:31:42 GMT

Another day has almost come and gone,
Can't imagine what else could go wrong
Sometimes I'd like to hide away,
Somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost, but not the war

'Cause tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

It's almost like the hard times circle round,
A couple drops, and they all start comin down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
And I might hang my head,
I might be barely breathing,
But I'm not dead

'Cause tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

No I'm not gonna let it get me down
I'm not gonna cry
And I'm not gonna lose any sleep... tonight

'Cause tomorrow's another day
And I am not afraid
So bring on the rain

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 00:04:32 GMT

This year has been a year of firsts...its been great! Prom is this Saturday and I am so excited. A group of my friends are going cosmic bowling afterward, it is going to be so much fun.

This year has gone by so fast...but I can't wait for college!!

I am going to go and try to find a style for my hair for Saturday...bye!

Free stuff is good...

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 00:52:37 GMT

Hey ya'll. I don't know why, but I really love christian rock now. It is all good :)

I feel better from being sick, but I have a cough that won't go away now. If anyone has any advice on this problem, please let me know :P

It seems that it's easy to give God your burdens, but I always want to bring them back to me. But I have learned that it feels alot better to let God have them....

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 20:29:42 GMT

No tennis match...maybe going to see Joseph tonight (yay!)...thinking about tonight and tomorrow...wondering where my life is taking me...

Why is it that when I think everything is ok, God throws another curveball my way? Guess it's to keep me on my toes, make sure I am paying attention to Him...

The guitar is the best!

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 23:24:14 GMT

Bible study!!! Yes, I love my youth group. The rest of this week should be great. I have an A in calc which is awesome.

This weekend...yea, it is going to be busy...